hmmm

Why does life gotta be so diffuclt all the time i am waiting for a hopeful call back for a job i have been dying for but part of me doesnt expect to get the job and the other half hopes i do i wish eveything could be turned for the better i never see any good luck or heads up in site. I lost 64 lbs from June 2011 till Nov 2011 and gained 35lbs of that back that is frusterating all in it self i have no will power or ennergy or anything fo that matter i feel like a huge let down grrr i hope things start looking us sometime soon